trying to reach anything, I’m
reaching through it.
Today was, potentially, the last episode of my radio show 2Brit2Quit. As a sort of farewell I decided to play “There is a Light That Never Goes Out,” partially for this line. I don’t know why, but the whole song gets me every time. It’s like there’s stuff in life that’s shitty for so long, that it seems really liberating when there’s like this moment that’s actually good. It’s like you finally got a chance to exhale. Even if everything just ended right in that moment it would be okay because it turned out to be such a good moment to end on, and if it doesn’t that’s fine too. Because even if everything is horrible when the moment’s gone you still had it, and there’s something worth always remembering there. You can’t forget it, it never goes out.
Maybe my blog should be more about my life and the stuff I have to deal with at college…
My brain was just like “you can defs stay up all night to finish this shit. Think of all the time you have. And then you can go through your day normally and go to sleep at your normal time because otherwise you’ll throw off your sleep schedule.”
And I was all like “solid logic brain,” so now I guess I’m doing my first college all-nighter.